Blog this while it's lunch time now. Not eating though, because not hungry. Damn busy anyway.

Too much work to do, too little time. Die.. Hope nothing bad crops up during the event.

Arrghh!! Super busy!!

Didnt have a good night sleep last night, was at my partner's place playing games till six in the morning. Slept for about 6 hours before waking up in the noon. Sure like my partner's company!!

Went out with mum for a hair-cut later in the day. Like my new hair-cut!! Short and cool~~ Haha~~ On my way back in Chinatown MRT Station, heard a loud thud on the left of us. I saw a middle-aged lady fell on her back! Apparrently, she had accidentally stepped on the up-riding escalator, thinking that it's going down. And what the fuck! Everyone just turned and looked at her sitting on the floor. Luckily, heh, I went up to help her up. She was okay, good grief. Kind me~~ Muahahaha~~~

Operation Eat Grass commences!!

Sorry

During the days when I had a partner from late 1999 till early 2003, doing things is usually by my way. Although now is still quite the same, only that I feel and think more for others now as compared to the above mentioned period.

Last time, the word "Sorry" was rarely used by me. I clearly knew that it's my fault, my mistake however I just did not thought of that word. That word didn't appear in my mind. That was me. Someone who doesn't say "Sorry" or even "Thank you".

There was once when an incident happened and my partner's words struck me, "All I wanted to hear is just a sorry from you. Be it that you say it sincerely or by orders, that word will always makes the person feels at eased." I immediately understood the meaning.

Perhaps it's because I am more humane than last time, that I truly know the word "Sorry". By using it, it shows that you are aware of your wrong doings and mistakes, not wanting to let the other person feel hurt. I still seldom use that word, simply because I don't have to use it. I believe in using the word with sincerity instead of saying it every now and then, otherwise it will be deemed to be misused.

So when was the last time you had sincerely apologised?

The Moth That Plays Dead

I remembered when I came back home last weekend, I saw a moth on the wall along my corridor. The moth was at a height that can only be reached with the help of a ladder. The moth has a size of my palm, real big. It has been a long time since such moths flew to my block.

Few nights back, the moth flew into my unit. It flew around the kitchen area before it rested on the radio speakers above my refridgerator. I didn't know where it went to after that. I had slept.

This morning when I came out of my unit for work, I saw the same moth along the corridor again. This time, it's dead. Obviously, because it was lying on its back. It didn't move at all, even when the chill wind blew. I wonder what happened to it.

I came back from my gym session earlier on. I had my dinner as well, very full. When I came out of the lift and up the staircase, what was on the ceiling along the corridor was that moth again. It did not die. I was glad and at the same time, puzzled. I wondered, were my eyes playing tricks on me this morning? Or was it another moth?

Nevertheless, because to me, it's the same moth. The moth that plays dead.

Had a short chat with my darling yesterday night. Talked about some issues and heard the encounters at darling's school. We had fun talking to each other about someone whom we know. Hahaha~~ Don't bother to ask. I'm not telling~~

Work is kinda like hell today. Gave a briefing to some officers in the morning, went for quick breakfast after that, and subsequently stuck in a meeting far from my workplace. Darn. Came back to office almost 5pm, stuck on my seat until almost 7pm before I leave the office.

Tomorrow is Friday. Finally! Yet to plan where to go out on Saturday. Really cracking my head!! And very soon I will be eating grass~~~ Anyway, I'm born in the year of the Goat!!! No problem!!! Hahaha~~

Went shooting today during the morning with Rae and we both got ourselves Marksman for the test shoot. Hope to get Marksman for the night shoot too, then we'll get two hundred bucks!! Muahahahaha~~

Today is my lady boss's birthday. We bought a cake from Secret Recipe and a display figurine for her. Ya know, those toys that are powered by solar energy and will start to nod their heads. Muahahahaha~~

Workload isn't that heavy today, I felt that boss's mood isn't that good. He seemed listless with his office room dimmed. Maybe he's stressed up with all the events under his charge. Wanted to ask him if he's ok, but I scared that other people might have the wrong impression that I'm bootlicking!! Muahahahaha~~

I had my darling's time table in my office now, so I will know when not to disturb when the class is on even though I was told that the handphone will be in silent mode. Hey dear, I just don't want to distract you. Muahahaha~~

Gonna have loads of meetings for tomorrow and Friday!! Friday gonna knock off at 5pm!!!! Muahahaha~~

CANCER

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

Went to meet my darling at Bugis Junction during the late afternoon. Walked around together with my darling and the friends till nine plus, when I bitterly parted with darling to meet Philip.

Went to a 7-Eleven nearby Tg Pagar to get some drinks after meeting up with Jeff and his friends before dropping by the pubs. Drank and dance alot. Danced until almost three and we parted with Jeff and his friend for a quick meal.

After the meal, Philip and me took a night bus home. I guessed all were tired already. During the bus ride, Philip and I discussed some issues that Jeff brought up earlier. No comments on the remarks made, until I really come across. Then, it means that someone has stepped on my tail!! Hahahaha...

Tonight is quite fun however I'm not as high as last week!! Maybe meeting Jeff and friends tonight for another found. I wonder if darling allows or not. Hmm... *Yawnz*

Started my new blog for the eyes of the public!

This blog of mine will probably spell out my daily life, special encounters and different feelings towards stuff I come across.

Very sleepy as I type in the message box... * Yawnz*

Thanks to Raven who taught me how to beautify my blog!!