Slept for almost 10 hours from 11am. Chatted with my friends online for awhile and went down to get dinner, I have been saving quite alot during my work because of the food catered to me~ 5 meals per day with snacks and even cup noodles in the middle of the night!

Anyway, the main point I wana stress here is not about the welfare that I have at work. Coming back to where I went down to get dinner earlier on. While I was waiting for the lift to come down, there's is guy who turned around and started to give me that grin-and-stare look. Not exactly errie but it's more like cruising me! WTF! At this hour and at such a location! He kept looking at him like wanting to eat me up, I was thinking "Don't look at me as though you have not seen a guy for thousand years, but I can already smell you miles away!" And I really mean smell him! He smells like he has not bathed for months! Sheesh! Lucky for him that he didn't appraoch me, otherwise I WILL TAKE HIM DOWN. He came out of da lift at level 4 anyway. Phew~

7 more days to the end of the event! And it's time for me to get back in shape after that! Although Jackson says that I had slimmed down, I seemed to gain weight instead! Well, at least that's what I feel. Personally. Heh.

Yey~ Moving on to the 2nd day of my shift and I hope that tonight will be peaceful all night! Yesterday was in such a mess! No coordination, alot of "don't know's", lost, etc. All thanks to the planner aka my fellow colleague from the other unit.

Luckily I had my share of fun and relaxation during the weekend already. Thanks to my kor and my friends. Handbag parties are so exciting!!!

Me Contradicting Me

Sometimes, deciding to get involved into a relationship is really such a sticky issue. Especially when it comes to the initial stage, where you have to decide whether the other party is the right one for you or not, it's not about by judging based on looks and character only. Getting into a relationship with someone means having to spend most of your time with him and this is the fun part, well to some people it is fun, where both parties can explore each other's lifestyle and habits. However I'm no risk taker here. It's not about following the lyrics of the song 勇气 and faithfully believe that you can do it. Unforeseen factors, that you may not even ever considered before, are everywhere. But of course, believing in it is the first step. I'm just plain lazy. Duh.

While I'm saying that I'm not a risk taker, sadly to say I'm already taking a risk whenever I'm in a relationship. Who is not taking this minimal risk when they are attached? Who can guarantee a everlasting love nowadays? Who can guarantee a unbreakable wedlock in this era? Especially in this circle of mine, very often than not people think that they can find one easily as long as they have the looks and "market value". Oh well, I guess that they could have slept with each and every goodlooking ones in this island already. Haha.

I recalled there was once when my partner (which is my ex now obviously) felt that we were not right for each other. The "me" at that time was handling my relationships in quite a neutral manner already. Well anyway, he said he wanted some time to consider and think about our relationship. The first thing that struck my mind is that he is having doubts about our relationship. Please don't give me the crap of 3-days-to-think-about-it thingy. If I'm benevolent enough, I might give you 3 seconds. These 3 seconds are to let you confirm if you are having doubts or not. That's all.

To all heart-breakers & heart-breakees:
It isn't the end of the world. The clock still ticks and the earth still revolves.

Nothing more to say about it. Just another crappy blog entry. Haha.

Subconsciously, my likings for you have grown gradually.
Whenever my friends mentioned about you,
I will wonder where are you now or what are you doing at that moment.
My mind will drift away from where my physical location is and think of you.
I will think of whether you are able to cope with your school work, or have you finally met up with your special one.
Yeah. Your special one.

Oh bugger. It's just plain me having a one-sided affair here. And erm, I think it's not even an affair yet. Simple crush on the person yet bears complex and mixed feelings. Ironical isn't it? No big deal to have a crush on someone ya? I guessed that everyone has such incidents.

I'm blogging for the sake of blogging tonight. Blogging for the sake of record purpose. Blogging for the sake of letting you know? Nay. Not for this particular reason.

So like I actually bother to bottle this issue up till the end of time? I would rather confess to you, put on my Gucci shades, wave my hand at you and say, "That's all." *roll eyes*

Oh oh oh.. Something to share with those who hasn't been to Quality Hotel for da Teow Cheow Porridge buffet. $6.80 nett from 10.30pm to 2.30pm!! Wide spread of food stuff from those classical Teow Cheow Porridge side dishes to other fanciful dishes like fried noodles, yam cake, toufu goreng, ice-cream, etc. Be sure to reach there by 10pm if you don't wana end up queueing~ Oh yeah.. Bump onto Winston, who visited the place for the 3rd time, while we were there like the first time? Glad that he still recognises me. Hahaha~

Went for late lunch with Kev at Xin Wang Hongkong Cafe today. Tried taking photos with my new toy before the food is being served to us. Nice place to eat at however no cuties to see. Sigh.


Heartland folks at Heartland Mall, Kovan

Taking self-pic with my ugly specs

Stir-fried noodles with black pepper beef, and ying yong tea.

Are you trying to open up wide your sleepy eyes?

Anyway, we went to Queensway Shopping Centre to walk before going to Tiong Bahru Plaza for our movie. I had no intention to buy anything from there actually, but for the sake of Kev who dying to see da Adidas shoes which he eventually bought, we drove there for a short while. And there, guess who I bumped into? Jason aka Yutaka! We were corresponding with each other in SMSes few days back and there he was standing in front of me. Oh well, I didn't notice him anyway. And the one SMS which he sent and I can't stand it was "My god. You gained weight! You have been eating?" Thanks Jason. Thanks.

The Devil Wears Prada is cool! Coincidentally, I've become one of those "clackers"!! Muahaha~ I think I shall try throwing my coat and bag to my colleague who sits just by the door, and instruct him to get a cup of piping HOT coffee from Starbucks in 15mins time~ "That's all."


Latest shot once I'm back home! Muahaha~

Thou shall not speculate for the sake of speculating. Respect for the sake of those who deserve the respect.